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051922
03:27
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I was waiting so patiently
For a sign that this would mean something
But I'm not waiting anymore
Through the thick clouds of smoke and haze
I can see my darker days
But they don't scare me anymore
I see forever in her eyes
Let them eclipse me in the night
I feel a purpose by her side
I feel a love I can't deny
Thought that I would always be
Chasing starlight endlessly
But I think I've found mine
I feel content with her next to me
I feel at home in her gravity
And thats where I want to stay
I see forever in her eyes
Let them eclipse me in the night
I feel a purpose by her side
I feel a love I can't deny
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And it feels like I can breath again
I feel oxygen in my lungs
The rain clouds finally disapated
Maybe my wounds healed up
And I thought I'd be broken forever
Thought I would never be loved
I may not always be perfect
But I don't mind who I've become
And it feels like I have hope again
Dug myself out the gutter
I wish it happened earlier
Made my friends start to wonder
If I'd always be this broken
Three years I fucked away
Maybe I'm not always perfect
But I'm a little better nowadays
Got to tell my therapist
That things are finally looking up
No longer feeling I'm half empty
You can only be sad for so long
Its not like I'll never have bad days
With overwhelming trauma and anxiety
But I'm learning how to trust again
And that I deserve the love that I recieve
And not everything's how I percieve
That care and kindness isn't meant to decieve
Life can't be led on the qui vive
Its been three months and I'm starting to believe
(In three months I'll start to believe)
Its been three months and I'm starting to believe
(In three months I'll start to believe)
Its been three months and I'm starting to believe
(In three months I'll start to believe)
Its been three months I'm starting to believe
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Head In The Clouds
02:55
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One day I'll pay back what I owe you
For helping me get this far
One day I'll be a better person
And learn to live with all my scars
One day I won't hate my refelction
I'll see myself in kinder light
One day my mom will be proud of me
For finally doing something right
And one day I'll stop breathing
And nothing changes that
But before that day I'll learn to be content
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